Journey of a Sorcerer

你最厉害啦。。。

你讲的都是对的啦。。。

你的话才是人话。。。

你最伟大啦。。。

你最劲啦。。。

你的道理才是对的啦。。。

你最公平的啦。。。

你最“真”啦。。。

你赢完啦。。。

要不要办个“最假主角奖”给你！！！

We did a lot at the fish farm today…Prepare enrichment and feed our lovely fish larvae as usual. Then we need to change the water and measure the length of our fish larvae. Also we need to do the water monitoring all by ourselves, thank you very much Mr. Master Student.

The water changing part is quite complicated as this is the 1st time we are handling so many trays at the same time. The fish larvae kept “falling down” from their trays, so we had to think of a way to prevent them from falling to the big fish tank beneath our tray and get eaten by the talipia… Plus, we had no help or advice, thanks to another person. Luckily we are smart enough to think of a way to stop the fish larvae from falling away and control the water flow…

Since there are so many jobs to be done, we must stay in Semenyih for a little longer. Although we start our job early, we only managed to finish it at around 2pm. But due to the super heavy rain, we are trapped there for another 30 minutes. Finally, we get fed up of waiting and decide to face the heavy rain bravely and drive home.

Heavy rain plus the lame draining system cause the road out to the highway flood terribly. Gary’s Kancil struggle the whole journey and we were like taking a rally race in the rain forest.And after facing many many unseen holes and avoiding many hidden water patches, we reached Setapak safely at around 3pm, not to mention tat we are all wet,cold,tired and hungry.

(p/s:to all my fish larvae, please grow faster ya cos we are a lot behind the others…Love ya…)

最近比较烦哦，还是应该说最近常常会被一些莫名其妙的小事烦…就像是我的小鱼们长的太小、FaceBook的网页load的比较慢、download的戏速度慢慢的、玩FIFA10时龙门被破（但最后还是赢啦！！！）、晚餐不好吃、睡不好等等等。。。

有时真的很沮丧啊，为什么会被这种不重要的事情搞到整天闷闷的。难道这是忧郁症的前兆！！！不是吧！！！⊙﹏⊙b汗

或许是因为最近的生活太燥闷了些吧；不是做做FYP，就是在家里做宅男，要不然就是睡得迟，醒得迟，废到。。。

还好还好，这个周末准备好好让自己释放释放。星期六会到Selayang送爱，跟很久不见的小朋友们相处相处。然后星期日约了老妹逛逛街，吃些好料的，然后看2012咯（别人应该早就看了吧。。。T.T)!!!所以很期待哦。。。

是时候找回那个开朗的我咯！！！

12.00am到1.30am: Looking for journal about moina enrichment and catfish larvae growth.I found out that no one really carry this sort of experiment before.Most of them are using Arthemia instead of moina so dunno whether to believe the facts or not…It is really depressing really, especially when the fish larvae fed with un-enriched moina is 2 times bigger than those fed with SELCO…Dont play play plz…I dont want to repeat the whole experiment again…

1.30am到2.30am: yam char lor…It had been a while since we last yam char cos we are kinda broke…

3.00am到7.30am : “Bones” Marathon, from Season 1 to Season 4.Now I know why everyone jerked the Season 4 finale…Honestly man,amnesia!!!After we were shown all the good things and presuming a good happy ending, at the final moment we were told that Booth had amnesia and was dreaming about everything…一场空！！！

8.30am到9.30am: Journey to Semenyih…太惨了！！！When everyone are still sleeping soundly at a Sunday morning, Gary and I are forced to continue our observation in Semenyih…The journey there is as boring and tiring as usual…Can hardly open my eyes…Luckily I had my Nescafe…

9.30am到12.00pm: Working in Semenyih…Doing the same thing over and over again…Catch moina, feed them to the fish larvae, prepare the enrichment oil, observe the condition of the fish larvae, recording everything down and still trying to understand what the workers is trying to say to us…鸡同鸭讲。。。

1.00pm: Reached Setapak after finishing Stage 1 at Uni…Tired and hungry…Ate a few pieces of biscuits and thinking of having a nap, but there will be a meeting regarding Selayang activity at 2…我忍，我忍，我忍忍忍！！！

2.00pm到4.20pm: Meeting on what are we going to teach the small kids at Selayang this week. The theme for this week is 别浪费，要惜福. Will be taking over the 静思语教学for the younger children this time, planning to play a drama so need to write down a simple script…Missing the children there since the last we went there was like ages ago…Looking forward for this Saturday…

4.45pm: I am officially awake for 24 hours AGAIN…

5.10pm到7.45pm: I cant stand it anymore…I am just so so so so tired and I cant barely open my eyes… Late evening nap to recharge my energy…If Ken havent call me for dinner, I think I sleep till tomorrow morning…

8.00pm到11.45pm: Went to PJ for dinner with the geng cos Gary wanna go to Digital Mall…Had dinner at Friendz at Millennium Square…The food is quite ok and the price is also quite reasonable…

12.00am: Worrying about the coming week…So many things to be done…FYP,Selayang and movie time with sis…Hope the next week will be going smoothly…加油咯！！！

“生命中其實是沒有幸福或者不幸的，生命只是活著，靜靜地活著，有一絲孤零零的意味...”

                                                                                                            摘自余华《活着》

最近很喜欢这句话，可能这是我对生活的感慨吧！有时想想，何必那么辛苦的追求完美，追求所谓的“财富”呢？到头来还是一场空啊，能带走的只是因果、业障。与其如此，不如把生命花在做些有意义的事情上；多孝顺父母，多帮助别人，多关心周围的人，多爱护环境。这样平平谈谈，平平凡凡的日子其实是最能让人满足的，不是吗？？？

从星期一起已经连续3天到Semenyih养鱼去了。不管精神上或者身体上都极度的疲劳；想想看，每天来回就得花1个半钟头，在那又要很费力气的煮油，观察只有5mm长的小鱼。。。真的是筋疲力尽啊！！！

还好今天轮到我休息了，终于可以好好睡一觉，不必担心会塞车，不必害怕会搞砸实验，人也轻松多了。今天整天窝在家里做宅男；看看书，看看戏，听听歌，睡睡午觉，喝喝咖啡，真是乐事啊！！！

Enter the 2nd stage of my FYP today.Today will probably be the most suffering,torturing,mad day of the FYP that I will keep in mind for the rest of my life…

I mainly will deal with catfish for the FYP and at 1st I thought it will be a piece of cake until I see them today.I cant believe it, the catfish larvae is  so so so small…And we must pick up 12,000 of them(3 replicate per sample)!!!

12,000…12K…12X1000…Do u know how much is it…We spent 6 hours pipetting the fish larvae from the big fish tray to 12 smaller fish trays…All of us will be suffering from back pain,ass pain,finger pain,leg pain,or basically pain from the whole body.We started the work at a hot afternoon and end it at a rainy night.This is just ridiculous and insane…

I think I will had a nightmare tonight cos till now I am still seeing fish larvae around me…